November 2010
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I hate the way girls make themselves so dependent on boys. Maybe that’s hypocrtical of me since I’ve always been known to do that, but I know it’s time for a change. Truthfully, I don’t even like the majority of the guys I say I like, I just like to have someone to think about if that makes sense. I think I’d rather be the person that people look at and think, “wow, she has a lot going for her.”...
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I always complain about how I find the shittiest guys, but then when a guy actually tries to be nice to me I’m so creeped out that I stop talking to him altogether. Hahahaha. That sucks.
Anonymous asked: was that nick?
Anonymous asked: would you like to go out sometime? :)
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Sometimes I feel like it’s such a curse to have a writer’s mind. I don’t only overthink things, but I overthink them in depth. With too much detail. With multiple possibilities for an ending. And I spend so much time writing the happy ending that I get a little too upset when it turns in the other direction. Then I over-dramatize everything and suddenly everything seems like the...
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I need some truly reliable people in my life.
Let's all get our priorities straight.
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It took me long enough, but I finally decided to stop being so focused on getting the guy and focus only on myself. I don’t know why I’m so obsessed with it. I think I like to go after what I shouldn’t be able to have just because I like to prove to myself that I can get it. But from now on, I’m all about me, bettering myself and my life. I don’t even want a...
It sucks when you have to do important shit while you’re pissed off. Sweeeeet can’t concentrate now. Omfg.
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Speak Now
Speak now or forever hold your peace. The words said by preachers at the end of wedding ceremonies all over the world, right before the vows. It’s a last chance for protest, a moment that makes everyone’s heart race, and a moment I’ve always been strangely fascinated by. So many fantasize about bursting into a church saying what they’d kept inside for years like in the movies. In real life,...
Oh god these boys want to kick my ass :x
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Oh my god, I wrote this a wicked long time ago but could never bring myself to post it. I just rediscovered it, I’m actually crying. So sad:(
Someday, you won’t have her anymore. Someday she’ll realize that sometimes, love isn’t enough and you’ll wish that you could’ve been enough. What you hope she’ll remember; you once made her feel safe, secure. You...
Now its fading away, am I losing hold on the only piece of you that I have left? Why is it easy to forget when nothing could take that place you left behind? Every night I lie awake worried that each day I am forgetting a little bit more. I need to remember you that way, when I was not afraid to forget.
So annoyed.
I think I might have the worst judgement of character in history. Everything I thought about you, the reasons I liked you, were totally off. I saw you as mature and a genuinely good person. I’m honestly kind of disgusted, I mean I was already getting the feeling you were going to use me, but somehow I still wasn’t seeing this as bad.. but now everyone comes to me telling me you talk so...
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I won’t lie, I’m someone who’s used to getting what she wants. But I have to remember that isn’t always going to save me. And when I’ve done something I shouldn’t have done, I have to accept the consequences. I’ve been fortunate enough as it is. So here I gooooo.
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