June 2010
Day Five.
My dreams.
I could go on for pages about all the dreams I have that I wish were reality. Things I wish I could do, places I dream of going to, the person I wish i was. When it comes down to it, the dream I most want to accomplish is to be completely, genuinely, unconditionally happy. I want for once to not have to rely on anyone or anything to make me happy. The freedom to know that I could...
Day Four.
My sibling(s).
Max and Cliff, you boys are the only people that have always been there to look out for me and still continue to. Cliff, if it weren’t for you I’m positive I wouldn’t be the person I am today. You taught me never to judge anyone and to view everything through other people’s eyes. You’re honestly the most adorable boy I know, your smile can light up...
“tough times don’t last, tough people do. fuck your past before it fucks...”
Day Three.
My parents.
I idolize you. You’re the most phenomenal people I’ve ever met; you’ve been through so much in your lives and worked so hard to give me and my brothers everything you should have had. I couldn’t ask for better parents, I’ve never had one bad thing to say about either of you. If you weren’t there for me, I don’t know if I’d still be...
Day Two.
My crush.
Ryan Lampasona
I’m in love with you, Sugar Pie. We went through a rough patch for about 3 or 4 months, and you did some pretty shitty things, I’m not going to lie. But we’re finally back on track, you can’t imagine how happy I am to be back in your arms, and I have a strong feeling that this time you’re here to stay. I know most people don’t...
Day One.
My best friend(s)/slutbags.
Paige Dorion, Jocelynn Guerrini, Cianna Delucia
You girls are not only my best friends, but my only friends. HA, I love us so much. I think we’re all friends because we were all friendless losers that just sort of found each other. Needless to say, I couldn’t be happier that we did. I honestly have no clue what I would do without you girls, you make my...
“do you ever stop to think that he did it to you once, so he’s probably going to...”
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idgaf:)
you know what’s so sad? when you give people second, third, fourth, etc. chances cause every time you think they changed, when really i don’t think anyone really changes. i guess it’s just wishful thinking on my part, considering i have an endless supply of second chances for uh everyone, haaa. you know what’s even sadder? when shit happens and you honestly really...
“Baby, you’re adorable
Handle me with care
...”
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:DD
i’m feeling so good right now. i’m so happy i can look back and see how far i’ve come from where i used to be, like a few months ago i’d be in a really bad place right now like REALLY bad. now i got upset, but i’m already over it and feeling good again:) haha like i dont thinkk you can know how good that feels unless you’ve been in a place as low as i was. now i...
i'm trying so hard to keep it together right now.
hah holy shit. it feels like everything stopped but my head keeps spinning and my bodys completely numb besides for the lump in my throat. i’m humiliated and feel like the biggest dumbass, even though i probably shouldn’t. i just thought maybe, a guy who would cry in front of you and tell you how he didn’t want to lose you would have changed. he’s always going to be the...
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don’t like conflict. Because you’re so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your...
so what's it gonna be; are you real to me?
you know what’s really awful? when you can’t trust someone that you wish with all your heart you could. it’s like you care so much about someone but in the back of your mind always knowing that any single word that comes out of his mouth is potentially bullshit. eventually you learn not to give two shits about that and let it slip as much as possible, but theres a point where it...
“You don’t have to dry your eyes; let’s be weak for a little while.”
“All we wait for is everything that used to matter; now all that’s left is...”
hi tumblr..
lol. i never knew what this was, but i thought it looked pretty cute. whether or not anyone will actually read this is debateable, this could possibly be my newest, biggest waste of time, but how fun right? i mean, i think a lot, maybe someones interested?! how anyone could be so interested in me that they really care about random shit i have to say is unfathomable to me, but its a nice thought:)...
