September 2010
Love and Other Disasters
That’s just it. I don’t know that he’s the love of my life, but I’ve decided to give him the chance to be. Maybe true love is a decision. You know, a decision to take a chance with somebody. To give to somebody. Without worrying whether they’ll give anything back. Or if they’re gonna hurt you, or if they really are the one. Maybe love isn’t something that...
August 2010
Cross the line if now matter what you do, it's...
(via heygianna, crossstheline)
Fuck
I wish I didn’t smoke so much lately. I think I destroyed my lungs. I can’t run for shit. Tryouts tomorrow should be fun..oh.
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Well
You’ve changed. Or maybe I’ve changed. Or maybe my perspective of you has changed, and I can finally see clearly. I hate it. Never you though.
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Love needs pressure; Pressure makes diamonds
I’m hanging out with Ryan today for the first time since we broke up. And people lately have been telling me that they “know” we’re going to get back together, or they “know” that we still love each other. And I do still love him. And he still loves me back. But does that mean we should be together? Sometimes love isn’t enough, as much as we like to think...
Something of Value
All that I needed to hear from you was Something of value, but something untrue. All that I wished that I’d find within you Stings when I see all the ways that you Took me for granted and told me it’s through, Picked from my pockets and smiled. Empty is nothing and nothing is you, I think I’ll just sit for a while, for awhile See how what I wanted and I needed, It wasn’t...
Day One
1. I wish you weren’t so cute. And that I wasn’t such a dumbass.
2. Don’t leave us.
3. You piss me off so much. I don’t care about all your crazy stories, you sound like an idiot and it’s really pathetic. Do you wonder why I hardly talk to you anymore?
4. We could be so good together if it wasn’t for the situation I put myself in. Too bad neither of us are...
I got raindrops falling on the top of my head, but they feel heavy as rocks from...
I hate myself, so much.
FUCKMEINTHEASS. I feel like the biggest bitch/whore/backstabber/worst friend ever. Because now my best friend practically hates me, so many of my friends are mad at me and think I’m so scummy, which I am. And I made a really nice guy so upset he’s just poundin’ down beers. All for a little fling? Really? I couldn’t feel worse, I guess I just didn’t realize he actually...
I lost my path but I found my way. We can all learn from our own mistakes;...
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Let go;
Since birth, it’s been our nature to not want to let go. Like when you put your fingers near a baby and they grab on with all their strength, not letting you pull away. Even now, letting go is one of the hardest things we go through. I’ve been surrounded by a lot of change lately, and people trying to let go, and I think we all need a little help with this. I’ve been thinking...
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Looking back;
Growing up, I was always told to think of all the good times whenever I had to let something go. When my dog died, or my best friend moved away, they told me to think about the good times. I always questioned that; I would ask, why should you remember the good times, won’t that just make you miss it more? Shouldn’t you remember the bad instead, so you’re not as sad that...
I missed Tumblr so much.
I feel like a fucking blogging machine atm.
My dash looks so good. I wish I had the attention span to catch up on it.